So do I. My husband has an addictive personality and so does our son. I don't. I have experimented with drugs in my younger day and was able to walk away from them without blinking an eye. By I am in possession of being a control freak. Maybe that's my problem. I need to control my environment.

Susan, I love the way you relay your life to us in a raw and honest way. This is the sign of a good writer. (Read my next article when it comes out and you'll understand what I mean....if you don't already.) Keep writing. I love reading you.